i meant, being really sweet to your loved one make me feel so damn good. another deed perhaps. i rushed home from my 8 to 5 school. 5 to 6.30, i was super duper triple busyyy in the kitchen. i was havin` some problem cooking; opening can with a can opener which cant really function welll. by 6.30 i was finally done wit`cooking. it's not excellent. i haven`got my hands on the stove for i dont know how long man. 7pm, im outta house. 7.30, i finally saw my boy. woottt! love it. all the wayyy till midnight. cinderella has to go home or else mama will scream, again. but i hav to say shes not so strict anymore. *whew*

had dinner together. hope it tastes good my dear. u didnt say anything. i think it didnt taste to badd right? edible. ;p my dearest seriously was worn out. "WORN OUT" wordings were PRINTED on his poor face. being a good girlfriend, i offered to giv him a massage. =] hope u feel much better after tonight. better take good care of yourself alright. be good and finish ur prune juice! hehe

i guessed i hafta stick a note on my head or sth. an understanding note. i haven`t been really understanding. o wells. what can i say. people hav`to grow up somehow. i know i hav`been saying so many times. u dont expect rome to be build in half a day or sth right. inshort, i need time.

it just feel so good to just chill for that few hours. it's more than physical, emotional. also my impt spirtual support.

18 hours awake since. seriously i need of sleep. no 1pm, im not going to wake up.

elle est jolie et belle? i dont think she is. just average. i giv her 3. it's upon 10, not 5. =] dont bother guessing. its someone 'special'. yeah i think. i think zf will giv 1. alright, i will ask him tmr bou`it.

salut.